I wasn’t sure if I was going to do this because I feel like I’m always going on about how much I love you on the regular. Then I said f**k it, I love this man and I want the entire world to know it (or at least the ones that read my blog lol.) So here are just a few words that describe what comes to mind when I think of you.
I remember in the beginning of our relationship, I wrote you those “open when…” letters just so you knew how much I genuinely appreciated you and loved you. I’m not sure if you ever read them all, but it doesn’t even matter because you recognized how much time I put into writing those, how much time I put into loving you. And you have given me that love back tenfold, baby.
These past two years have definitely not been the easiest, but I have never felt more loved in my life. You have been by my side through my highs and my lows, holding my hand, guiding me to brighter days and catching me when I fall, literally. You have saved my life more than once and looked so damn fine doing it!
It’s fitting that Thanksgiving is this week because I’m SO thankful for you. You have taken such good care of me this past year and I cannot wait to return the favor. I know there are times when it gets stressful, moments others would use as opportunities to run, but you have never abandoned me. Even in the years before we got together, you have always been a good friend to me.
I’m not sure what I did to deserve you, but I’m doing everything in my power to keep you. And you BETTER feel the same way! Lol, just kidding. Or am I?????
No, but really, I know how much you love me. I know you’d do anything for me. I know you’d never abandon me. You’ve never left me in a position to wonder. That is why I go so hard for you, because those are things that I KNOW.
You are such a handsome young man. So sweet and smart and funny. Not to mention a bawseeee in so many ways. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYYYYYYYY. This is the year! I’ve been praying for you, and I feel so many blessings coming your way. The world better get ready! YOU better get ready!
I love you so much, Ryan. Happy Birthday! Wishing you many more.